http://madmeditator.wordpress.com A Tour Of The Mind And Thought Fri, 31 Oct 2008 00:45:56 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.com/ http://s2.wp.com/i/buttonw-com.png http://madmeditator.wordpress.com http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/daily-life-47/ http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/daily-life-47/#comments Mon, 20 Oct 2008 00:29:21 +0000 madmeditator http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/?p=728 ]]> She sings to me as I wash her… though she still messes… it keeps coming…

]]> http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/daily-life-47/feed/ 0 madmeditator http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/daily-life-46/ http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/20/daily-life-46/#comments Mon, 20 Oct 2008 00:27:49 +0000 madmeditator http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/?p=724 ]]> He is now bleeding internally now from a fall he had. He is a farmer. He knows nothing about sitting down and relaxing… He will die soon… All I can do is take the ride along with him on this journey with comfort at the ready…

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]]> http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/18/daily-life-42/feed/ 0 madmeditator http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/18/daily-life-41/ http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/2008/10/18/daily-life-41/#comments Sat, 18 Oct 2008 17:08:05 +0000 madmeditator http://madmeditator.wordpress.com/?p=697 ]]> She wouldn’t open her mouth… She had a wad of food in there from breakfast… I just couldn’t go prying open her mouth and digging it out… She’d bite my finger off…

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